YOU NEVER WERE MY GREAT LOVE, YOU WERE A LESSON

Posted: January 29, 2019 by XPOFeed

That sounds funny now that I’m so over you, that I’ve ever really thought I’d never get to that point. To the point where I am completely indifferent.

I thought the pain would last a lifetime. I thought that I will miss you forever.

I thought that this love will never leave my heart. I could not help but feel that way.

It’s like having our own little world created for both of us, and suddenly I was alone in it.

Everything fell apart and I felt inwardly dead. I had the feeling that I would never recover and be myself again.

But, I guess, deep inside, I knew that was going to happen. Maybe I should have seen this coming.

I always had the feeling that I was the one who loved more, who gave more without getting the same back. I just did not want to accept it. I was hoping that I was wrong.

I’ve made a mistake every girl makes when she’s in love. I thought you just needed more time to feel the same as me for you.

I was wrong, I know that now. Time has not changed anything – it just made it worse.

Your feelings have not changed. You have not changed. The only thing that changed was me.

I was never really happy with you, though I loved you more than words can express. And I stuck to that love.

I just could not let her go. Until I had to, until you left and I had no choice.

But thanks for doing that. You really did me a favor.

Now I see clearly that you have never been my great love, you were just a lesson I had to learn.

You taught me that time does not change anything.

I now know that when something is bad, it just gets worse over time. All my hopes and wishes will not change that.

I have learned that my time has value and I will not waste it on someone who does not feel the same.

You have taught me what true love is not.

I was one of those women who would do anything for love and would expect nothing in return.

I now know, though I did not want to hear it then, that love should be reciprocated in all its segments.

You should get what you give and never settle for less.

You taught me to value myself and my freedom, even when I’m in a relationship.

We do not value our freedom nearly enough. We’re actually scared to be alone, and we should not. Being single opens up a whole new perspective.

I always put myself last when I was with you. My dreams, my wishes and my life were no longer important.

Now I feel more alive than I ever was with you. As if I had a second chance in my life.

I work on myself for myself. I am constantly finding new ways to make myself happy.

You have urged me to find a way to love myself.

And I thank you for that. I have learned to love and appreciate myself more. I’ve learned that I’m always stronger than I think.

I have learned that there is nothing that I can not do. I’ve learned to accept life, with everything it brings, both good and bad.

You taught me to let go of everything that is not good for me.

I have learned that I have to let go of anyone who does not want to stay. I have learned that someone will come out better. I have learned that I should never beg for love.

I have learned that I should never stay in a bad relationship and hope that things will change.

I have learned that there is no one I can not get over because I got over you.

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