You are a girl whose heart has been broken more often than she can count.
You were hurt, humiliated, disappointed and betrayed. You have been emotionally abused, manipulated, lied to, and betrayed.
And all that shattering pain you’ve experienced has left scars on your heart and changed the essence of your being.
Basically you are much better now.
You have been able to repair your broken heart to some degree, but everything you’ve gone through has done irreparable damage to your wounded soul.
Before all this happened to you, you were a girl with her heart on her tongue. You were someone who believed in love, everything else, and a girl who knew how to really love.
And then you looked the bitter truth right in the eye when you realized that not everyone is like you.
You have realized that there are some toxic people who will use every opportunity to exploit your sensitive soul.
People who hurt you to the bone and who will not mind making your life hell.
After many emotional failures, you started to blame yourself for everything you’ve gone through. You thought you were a fool who needed to know better.
You knew that your heart could not bear to be smashed again, and you knew something had to be done about it.
So you have come to the conclusion that the only way to protect yourself is to build high and thick walls around your heart.
You thought that the only way to protect yourself is not to give anyone a chance to come near you.
You hid the vulnerable girl you once were and replaced her with a very cautious and watchful woman.
I am not here to tell you that it was wrong to become this woman because I know that the only way for you was to save yourself.
I’m not here to tell you to be your old self again and stop this heartless behavior.
Because I know that would be impossible. I know that you can not forget all the harm that people have done to you and that you can not reopen in no time.
Because I know you did that out of fear. I know these walls are nothing but a defense mechanism and you can not force yourself to pull them down.
But I am here to promise you that the right man will come to eliminate your fears and restore your faith in love.
And he’ll be patient enough to tear down those walls and look through your armor.
He will stay with you long enough to gain your trust and show you that he is worthy of your love. He will show you that not all men are equal and that you are not hard to love.
If this man shows up, he will heal you completely. He will pick up all your broken pieces and glue them together again.
He will see beyond your imperfections and accept them as part of you.
And best of all, he’ll never push you too hard. He will always respect your limits and understand your pain.
This man will never give you up, even if you try to drive him away. He will give you all the time you need to see that he is not going anywhere and that he came into your life to stay there.
When this man shows up, he’ll see past that intimidating woman you’ve become. He will help you to reveal the parts of yourself that you have forgotten.
He will discover the frightened little girl who is deep inside you. And if he does, he will treasure and protect them in the best possible way.
When this man shows up he will show you the full splendor of love.
He will put all his efforts into recognizing that you are destined to be loved, and that the fairytale type of love that you have always dreamed of can be real.
And when he shows up, you’ll see how extraordinary he is.
You’ll see that he’s the only one worthy to give him a chance, because he was the only one who had the strength to break down your walls to get to your heart.