You had a wife to love. You had someone who was willing to do anything for you – to sacrifice their own happiness, to ignore their desires and follow you on your way.
It even helped you achieve your goals by pushing you forward because you were too lazy to do anything with your life. She loved you as she had never loved anyone before, and she showed it to you every day.
From the very beginning, she got involved in something that had no label. She has given all her hopes and all her love to someone who could not even find a label for this relationship.
But she was satisfied. She never said anything about it because she was more interested in you than in her relationship status. And that was her first big mistake.
She was someone who accepted all your empty promises, that one day you would marry her, and she was looking forward to it. It never occurred to her that you only used her to get what you wanted.
She never thought you were with her until she came up with a better version of her. She was incredibly in love, and she trusted you blindly. That was her second mistake.
She was a woman who knew all your dark secrets, and she accepted you with them.
She knew you had problems, but it was not a problem for her to accept you and every problem you had, and to handle everything as if it was one of her own.
She gave you love and respect, but she saw that you did not give anything back.
When she tried to win you back, she was completely lost to a man who could not care less about her. And that was her third and biggest mistake.
After this mistake, she was no longer the same woman. She was just an outer shell of the person she once was. Now there is no fire in her eyes.
There is no energy in her and no will to live. She does not smile the way she used to. She does not feel happy because she is dead inside.
Her heart has been torn to pieces that are so small that they can not be glued together. Her head is just an echo of all the bad things you said to her. And they are constantly repeated.
There are so many emotions in her heart that she does not know what to do with them. She wants to scream to feel better, but she’s too numb to even do that.
So much did you finish her. And although you are no longer together, she still suffers because of you.
For to realize that you have given yourself completely to someone who could not be less interested in you, makes you ready. And it lets you lose control in a second.
Therefore, I would not suggest that you try to find them.
You can just look at them from afar and devour you every day because you’ve lost the most precious thing you’ve ever had.
You do not deserve to kiss her. You do not deserve to hug her. You do not deserve to be close to her. You only deserve to miss her. And for the rest of your life.
You deserve to go through everything she’s been through. You deserve to cry to sleep because the one you love repeatedly hurts you. You deserve to be neglected as you have done to her.
You deserve to have your heart broken and that you feel the same dose of pain she felt when you left her. No more and no less, but the same amount of pain.
And I’m sure it will hurt you, like nothing so far. It will be the most intense feeling you have ever experienced. And the most painful.
And if you go through everything you did to her, I hope you will learn a lesson. I hope you will learn how not to treat a woman.
I hope you will realize that even if you are no longer with her, she still suffers.
There are still nights when she cries. There are nights when she cries.There are nights when she dies, surrounded by her pain. So much did you harm the woman who only wanted to belong to you.
You will be alone because you will try to find her in every woman you meet, but you will never find her.But over time, you’ll realize that she was the only one who could save you from yourself. You will regret losing the girl who loved you more than herself.
And you know, why?
Because Karma is a bitch! You will never again have a chance to be with her, but you will not forget her either.
You will only constantly remember her. So you will miss her every day for the rest of your life.
Because that’s what you deserve. And nothing less than that.