In 2018, I want to feel true love.
I want to feel the inner peace. And I want all scars to disappear in my soul. I will fight any thought that I am unable to do anything. Because I had enough negative thoughts and that’s something I do not want to do next year.
So, 2018, here I come – stronger than ever, more beautiful than before and a year smarter.
I’ve changed, but that’s fine. Finally, I have learned to love myself. I learned to respect myself and not care less about what other people are saying. I will not be the one who takes no chances because she thinks she can not handle it. Instead, I will try. I will try to do things that I have not done before, and if I fail I will surely learn a lesson from it. But one thing is certain-I’ll keep trying until I get to where I want to go.
In 2018, I leave the past where it belongs.
I do not want to think about the mistakes I made or how they affected my life. Instead, I want to focus on what lies ahead. I do not want to go to court hard just because I’ve failed to do something right. I do not want to feel bad anymore. I just want to let it go.
Just letting go, I want to let go of something else-all the toxic people who have made my life hell.
I do not want to be in contact with them because I love my life and do not want it ruining it. I do not want to listen to them when they blaspheme others, because they will certainly do it about me. I just want to be far away from them because they do not have the positive energy that I long for. I will let go of anyone who makes me think that I am not worthy.
In 2018 I want to stop being someone I am not just to belong.
I do not want to be someone who lets people shape themselves to their liking. This time I want to be the true self, even if it means that others turn away from me. So far, I’ve learned that it’s better to be alone than in bad company.
In 2018 I will learn to respect myself more.
I will do everything I can to get where I want to go and I will think of myself more than others. This time I will declare myself a priority and not an option. I think that’s the way to happiness and I’ll get there sooner or later.
In 2018, I will learn not to care about the opinions of others.
I will not let anyone influence my life. In the end, I am the one who will suffer in this skin or be happy, depending on the situation. And that’s a damn good reason for others to leave me alone. I will not let people come into my life to make me sad. If they are to be part of my life, they have to earn their place there. Otherwise it makes no sense.
In 2018 I will learn to love myself again.
I will accept with all advantages and disadvantages. Because that’s what makes me, just like all the things that happened to me, that made me the person I am today. I will prove to myself that there is no more valuable person than me. And once I realize that, I’ll start believing it.
In 2018, I will focus on my story.
I do not want to be a secondary character in someone else’s story. This time I want to be the protagonist. This year will be something special, because I will put myself first. I will choose myself. I will only think positively. I will accept myself as I am.
And when I look back at the end of 2018, I would like to say that this year was the year when something really changed.
I would like to know that I have made some new goals this year that I have been able to achieve. I want to feel that I have fulfilled some of my wishes and that I am well on the way to being happy again.
I want to feel that this year was all I was looking for and that I finally found the recipe for a good life.
This year, I want to know that I have finally come first!